Woke up with a stomach ache.. prolly the fact that I’m sick and tired of being exhausted and mentally exhausted, emotionally exhausted.. It’s stressful going through every day just wishing you could sleep. I’ve been going and going and going non stop.. I just want to rest. I just want to stop trying. My body is just exhausted in every fucking way to be exhausted.. I’m nearing the point where I just can’t take it. I need a break from the bull shit.. every day at work, I get told I look tired.. I know it.. I’ve got bags under my eyes that look like I’m 80 years old. My skin is so pale, I literally look like I have some kind of sickness. And I feel exactly the same as I look.. I hate feeling this way.. I’m only one person.. I can only do so much.. I can only be pushed so far and so hard before I break.. I passed out at work Monday.. just holding a dog for bloodwork and two seconds later I was on the floor wondering where the fuck I am.. My body is wearing down and I don’t have any time to just take a break.. I can’t even sleep at night because I’m literally aching so badly I just feel restless.. I can’t wait to run the fuck away from here.. So I can stop being taken advantage of.. I’m over it.. And so is my body..